I might start taking up running. No, jogging. Maybe it's best to start out gently - yes, brisk walking sounds about right. I would have to do it in the early morning hours or late-ish night hours so I may avoid the public having to look at my flushed and hyperventilating face.

Is what it feels like in my chest. Oh! I shouldn't even bother wanting anything! Then again, what am I, twelve years old? I should grow the hell up. "Grow up you big baby!"

I should know better. But even though material possessions are fleeting, why couldn't I at least have this little happiness in this lifetime?  I don't think I want much. Buddha ( Read more... )

I saw a shooting star on my way home last night!

What made me look up at that moment I don't know. It was wonderful.
Will everything be okay? Everything will be okay.

(Brown and Orange 26, hopefully you will be mine.)

Gee whiz Bi told me a knee slapper last night.

Dad had picked him up to go with him to get Uncle and Auntie from SFO. (Note to self: Get proper reference or name for Uncle) What Bi wasn't expecting was Dad bringing along his new girlfriend. I was a little disgusted at this, only because I thought at least one of my parents would know better than to ( Read more... )

The past Sunday Bi moved into the Berkeley dorms real super easy and smooth. I'm so glad he only had several garbage bags of stuff - everyone else looked like they were moving to Europe forever. I mean they had so much luggage. Everyone looked so college-y. Scholarly? No. Almost everyone looked like tourists. Good luck to them.

We were friendly ( Read more... )

Geez I should've written in here more as now I don't really remember so well the things I did or seen. Maybe it's good that I haven't been keeping up since mostly I've been working my boring ceaseless maddening job, watching lots of movies, and eating lots of candy. Fruit Roll-ups were 10 for $10 but I only bought 4 boxes because I didn't know how ( Read more... )

Last night as I was drifting off to sleep I got to thinking about the dirt plots in front of the house. The landlords are prettying it up and already they've put in a rounded corrugated brick border. So far nothing's growing, it's just a mess of plant matter and dirt and then it hits me! They cleared off the plots. And Mom had planted the jade ( Read more... )

I thought helping a friend move would be no big deal, but it kinda is! I always forget how dookie moving can get despite all the times us kids and Mom had to do it. And with Mom, it was like sneak attack overnight moving, nothing left in the old place except for lots of utensils and dust and old farts. For some reason Mom neglected to tell us about ( Read more... )

Bi wanted MVP Baseball 2005 for PS2 and so I went to EB Games after work. Turned out to be a stinky idea because it started to rain and EB Games said they sold out and to come back later. Nuts!

Pretty crummy bleh day, and I opted to pass on Rasputin's to go home. The bus was way awkward crowded, but later I managed to get a seat all the way in  ( Read more... )

The house is cleaned for the most part. Bi and I rearranged the living room (note to self: never move furniture and do heavy chores while famished ever again. Almost crushed ourselves! But that was lightheaded fun). Mom was able to set up branches of beautiful peach blossoms (I think) and other flowers on the makeshift offering tables and on the ( Read more... )