Since my last post... lol. I was so fucking insane at that moment. I'm on mood stabilizers now. Quit laxatives for 4 months. (Been back to taking them a little again). Have not recovered from anorexia. Not cutting or burning at all. But still not leaving my house either. Oh, but I was diagnosed with gastroparesis. So thats whats been wrong with my ( Read more... )

Ok I love this. Being able to say whatever I want. So the 15 laxatives worked. So far, not nearly as harsh as Correctol. Which is what I read about Dulcolax. It's cool. I just really dont want it to end up being TOO easy, because thatll jst enable me. Like I erally do want to get off laxatives. ANd I guess I dont want to be angry really either. I ( Read more... )

I never use this, and neither does anyone else, and nobody reads this. BUUT I really need to vent and since Myspace is fucked up, I'll do it here. It's good nobody reads this since I'm about to be very blunt. Laxatives suck. I am going relaly up and down. Doign well for a week or so, then I take them once and I'm screwed for a little while, taking ( Read more... )

A lotta stuff has gone down. I have no idea why I am doing this. It's good. And about my last post lol, I'm seeing a GI, and an Eating disorder specialist. Finally. Ana feeds off of, not food of course, but from pain and self-hate. She's starting to starve to death

I was told to update. I have heartburn and I feel huge. HOORAY for the horrors of recovering from laxative abuse.... MIXED with the torturee of Celiac. I need a doctorrrrrr!!!! I'm DYING here!!

Just playin around, let me know what you think =P

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Pluh

And that is the end of that. I've thrown away the things that were supposed to be my help. The things that truly caused my pain. The things that decieved me to no end. I've thrown away the bitter little pills that caused nothing but horror and confusion. I'm finally almost done with them. And I feel myself rising already. I've thrown away the oen ( Read more... )

My soul has become so caloused with distrust, there are few people I want to think about anymore. Few people's face I want to see, few people's voices I want to hear. And it's very limited to people like me. Who get me. I understand it is difficult to be a friend to someone as sick as I am. Maybe the only way to have the ability to keep going with ( Read more... )

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