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[agentwebby]

Ok I love this. Being able to say whatever I want. So the 15 laxatives worked. So far, not nearly as harsh as Correctol. Which is what I read about Dulcolax. It's cool. I just really dont want it to end up being TOO easy, because thatll jst enable me. Like I erally do want to get off laxatives. ANd I guess I dont want to be angry really either. I

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[_rhys]

get bettter.

i want you to come train in seattle.

you dont need anorexia. its not getting you anywhere.

its not going to help you be a better performer or artist.

you are beautiful the way you are.

come to seattle!

ttyl
Thomas

[ash_dawg_87]

Hey,

You don't know me but I've been randomly reading peoples LJ's and wanted to leave a comment for you because you remind me a lot of me. I know EXACTLY what you mean about all that enjoying being unhappy, emo, stuff, I'm in that tangle of thoughts like the entire time.

I was ana for 2 years basically off and on but I was exactly like you are - still sorta am to some degree. I had a whole pro-ana LJ and all that shit but I basically stopped indulging in it so much and cancelled my journal and lost all my friends etc. But if you even wanna talk about anything hit me up, I'm gonna add you so you know, add me back if the urge strikes you.
*hug*

[agentwebby]

Hun, you're mistaken. This isn't emo, or ana stuff. This is twisted, make you cringe, anorexia and psychotic mood, anxiety, and paranoia disorders. I dont go on butter fasts with my ana girls online, I have no control over food ever. I eat, or dont eat, all on impulse, and tear my insides apart to get it out. I dont cut wrists with a pair of scissors to show everybody in school. I graduated 2 years ago, and cant go to college because I can't even leave my house. I used to slice my legs open, now they are literally covered in over 150 scars that are too severe to fade. I burn my skin off till it turns black. And I have no control over anything in my life. And I definatly dont listen to Taking Back Sunday. I found this post petty, and offensive to people with eatinf disorders and other mental illnesses

hi!

[anonymous]

hello boy are you an artis?
where do you work?? well is so cool the thinks what u can do
if I could do all that with my body ohhhhhhhhh it will be fantastic!!!
very cool ah?