I miss Cody T.T She called me yesterday and left me a message that made me cry in the breakroom. I called her back but got her message machine.. and then called her again a lil while later.. and then again.. then again.. then left a message on her myspace.. then left a message on her LiveJournal.. *sigh ( Read more... )

It's too easy to feel like someone's got me in the palm of their hand and they barely notice.

I haven't felt much more than loneliness lately. As is inevitable.

There's times when I think I've begun living the better half of my life in my imagination.

I'm going to be driving myself in the same circles, aren't I? These circles are going to drive me ( Read more... )

Hey, guess what? I'm 18 in a week! That makes me happy. *sigh*

Other than that, life's been okay. There are times when I've felt like I have no clue why I'm doing what I'm doing though. Like I'm blind and hitting walls.

My work schedule is kinda getting me down. I really wish I could tell my manager that I just want saturdays off from now on. OG's ( Read more... )

*sigh* Stuff's weird ( Read more... )

Had a straight four days off this week, spent lots of time with Cody, which I haven't done in a while, and we had bundles and bundles of fun! And we're both really broke now too (we went shopping .. billiards'ing .. saw monster house .. and went to get root beer floats)! I also got to see Carlisle's new studio apartment, which is actually a nice ( Read more... )

“You know ..” she begins a sentence but lets the words hang in the air for a bit. She wonders half-heartedly if she has his attention.

“Hm?” He lifts his head from a thick pile of shuffled papers. His face looks glazed over, hardened by his quota of unrelenting labor.

“Sometimes I feel like just giving up on people,” she says weakly, the hollows of ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor's again today, to find out the results to the testing they've been running for the past week. I explained my breathing problems lately, about the hyperventilation bouts when I was little, and the collapsed lung when I was born, and he came to this conclusion: there isn't in fact something wrong with my lungs, I'm just, quite ( Read more... )