i'm not sure if there is a god anymore,
But i am certain there's a devil
And he knows my name.

your picture is still on my wall
the colors are bright as ever
the red is strong, the blue is true
some things last a long time

your picture is still on my wall
I think about you often
I can't forget all the things we did
some things last a long time
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I'm really trying to prevent myself from going insane,
but i feel as though it is inevitable...

I am loosing my mind and sense of reality
I can't tell what is and isn't a dream anymore

I feel like such a failure, and my pessimistic ways got me where i am.
I don't want to be an asshole anymore, i want to be the tom i used to be
who saw the beauty in ( Read more... )

True love will find you in the end You'll find out just who was your friend
Don't be sad, I know you will, But dont give up until True love will find you in the end
This is a promise with a catch Only if you're looking can it find you
Cause true love is searching too But how can it recognize you
Unless you step out into the light?
Don't be sad i ( Read more... )

In this place that I call home
My brain's a cliff and my heart's a bitter buffalo

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I hate this fucking holiday.

"If you can't see the thin air than why the hell should you care?
Well, it took a lot of work to be the ass that I am
And I'm really damn sure that anyone can, equally easily fuck you over
Well, I'm sure you'd tell me you got nothing to say
But our voices shook hands the other day
If you can't see the thin air what the hell is in the way?"

I've kept my mind clear of her the best i can.
i am trying to forget all about her lips because they're not mine anymore.
i am trying to forget the love i had for her and how the way her face made me feel so warm.
but when i go to bed she is fucking there to wake me up
i want to sleep, but my god damn mind is too restless to allow it.
and every dream i ( Read more... )

the days are getting longer and the nights are taking a much bigger toll than i suspected .
i get arrested and the only person other than my father who cared to help me i treated like shit.
i am trying to accept everything that is happening around me but i can no longer grasp reality.
i feel like i lost myself and only time will tell if i go crazy ( Read more... )

I am 18
so why the fuck am i still on livejournal
grow up tom, get away from this
all this http does piss me off

so
simply fuck it.
 

Now, live it,

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