Well life has been hectic to say the least. The past few months of my life have been pretty shitty. Besides a few bright points I have fallen into a horrible depression concerning my current life and its prospective future. Which is seemingly failure and disappointment. This all culminated in me deciding I wanted to kill myself and starting to cut ( Read more... )

Don't you love it when people absolutely hate on something, saying it was one of the worst things ever made and wishing it was never created but then turn around and start playing it when they get something they want out of it? Hypocrisy for the win.

( my xmas stocking )

I don't know what the hell is wrong. It really appears like I am getting my life on track but there is still some kind of ridiculous void here that leaves me up every night unwilling to lay down and let my mind wander. I am still depressed about my life even though things seem good. I wish I could just stop caring about my friends and become a ( Read more... )

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Its odd, I used to be able to be a really comforting guy. I used to be able to cheer people up and help them in rough spots, get their mind off things and not be so depressed and at least smile for a while. I have definately lost that these past few months. A couple of my friends have been depressed and sad and I can't do it anymore. I try and am ( Read more... )

Congrats guys, I am really happy for you both.

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Happy 2 Year Anniversary guys :-)

*HUGS*

So my dead grandmothers dog died today. He had to be put down because he had a hole in his lung. His name was tank and he was an awesome mutt whom I spent a lot of time around when i first moved down here and we lived with my Grandparents. It was more or less the last living remenant of my grandmother and those times and it just sucks to know he is ( Read more... )