Ok here it is I have 6 months. That is it, I have 6 months to turn my life around and get it going. So here is what that consists of ( Read more... )

So I think I am gonna try something, I think I am gonna go away, not really go away but not be around for a month or so. Take everyone and everything out of my life until I don't hate it. Not talk to any of my friends and just try to fix my life. Try to make it something I don't hate and something that I can be content and actually happy with ( Read more... )

Depresson is a bitch.

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Panic at the Disco put on the most amazing show tonight. Seriously besides the stupidity of the crowd and some personal frustrations I have never been to a better show. The opening bands were pretty good, the first was ok but the second one seriously kicked ass so if you get the chance listen to The Hush Sound I would highly highly recommend it. ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to say...... I just don't wanna exist anymore.

So life is cruising along as usual, same problems still there and they don't seem to be going anywhere, work is going better. Things kinda plunged bac k into shittiness the past couple weeks but they will get better, other then that, the larp I help run had its event this weekend and honestly the game went extremely well. I had fun most of the time ( Read more... )

Not so much!!!

Well I think today has to be one of the crappier days I have had in a while. Its not like anything collosal happened it just left me feeling like I had no life left inside of me. Worked made me feel like I had no soul anymore that I was just a husk with no reason to move or go on. I didn't realize I could be angry, depressed, and apathetic all at ( Read more... )

Fuck it up its god damn ass.