Well things are good, well better. It is good talking to Amanda again and things progress with everyone else. Apparently though I am being anti social which I don't see but everyone else does and I don't really doubt them I just don't kknow what to do about it. Other then that things are good as I said before. I am trying to patch up friendships ( Read more... )

So I just realized I am gonna have no one else in my house until sunday. Wow that really sucks ass.

Wow today really sucks.... No one to talk to at work, no one is answering emails..... Balls.

testing

( Quiz, my first! )

I need to learn to meditate or something, the fact I can't focus on anything but my problems is really kicking my ass.

Ashbe is sick and refuses to get help. So what if its nothing, oh no you wasted time making sure that it isn't something that could really fuck you up. I guess I am pressuring her into decisions she doesn'twant to do. I apologize for that I thought we had discussed it and you had told me it was something you wanted to do but were scared. I was ( Read more... )

K here is the question. Your parents have to decide if someone can live with in their house. This person last time she was here tryed to kill herself several times forcing them to call the police to put her in a mental institute. Not to mention that your son who lives with you literally had to take the knife out of her hand as she held it to her ( Read more... )

So I went into work today for about 15 minutes. I got there and I will admit my mind was not on work, but the entire drive in I felt comortable with going back to work after a really really long weekend and I didn't feel like I didn't want to be there. I get into work I sit down at my new desk rearrange things a bit but other then that I am set to ( Read more... )

So life isn't going to horrible. I have learned that taking my own advice is one of the toughest things to do because when you are wallowing in self pity you can't think of the wondrous and wise things you said to everyone else. In this case its fix what you can and move on. I can't change feelings, beliefs, or the choices people have made. All I ( Read more... )