well hey, to anyone who may (or probably won't) read this ( Read more... )

hey everyone, so ive been doing a terrible job of updating this, but i am much much better at updating my other blog so ive decided to just move there permanently..

from now on, PLEEEEEASE go to

Epiphanies and Epiphanots

i put my foot down...
"if you want to be with me, show me."

i may have just made the biggest mistake of my life.
i may have just ruined the relationship.

( Read more... )

lots of stuff to write. unfortunately im in a vicodin stupor and only have one functioning hand ( Read more... )

my summer was the shit. though it feels like i should've taken a lot more pictures. oh well....here's a peek.

(on a side note, ive realized that ive become THAT person. you know the one that has 9289384093 pictures of her and the girlfriend/boyfriend kissing or being cute. C'est la vie. Im such a fag.)

( Faggotry commence! )

( Read more... )

1) seeing my girlfriend in less than 36 hours ( Read more... )

i'm scared shes thinking twice about coming.
i'm scared of a lot of things.

what can i even say? she makes me so happy, i barely know what to do with myself.
The distance IS hard, i'll never say its not, but you'll never catch me second-guessing if its worth it.
Every second i spend with her is worth it.

There really arent any words to describe how i feel. Except "this is it."


( Read more... )