just turned me upside down. 3 words that i knew were coming for so long, that i had imagined a hundred times, and said to myself, predicted, visualized. but it was so much different actually seeing them there, written, true ( Read more... )

I have a hard time fathoming how I could ever be so unbelievably lucky. Like, I have always been a firm believer that things will work out in the end, and that life consists of cycladic ups and downs but the way things have been going, i feel like i have reached an all time high ( Read more... )

but this time it wasn't about me falling out of the sky, it was about pythons. I was dreaming i was getting attacked by a giant python, and all the while i was sleeping with my arm in a really awkward position so that all the blood ran out and it made it completely numb. I semi-awoke and immidiately felt my numbed arm with my other arm, and since ( Read more... )

i'm on a platform thousands of feet in the air and suddenly the platform gives way and i am skydiving without a parachute, free falling in a downward spiral. sometimes there are people falling with me, and i cling on to them tightly so that when they're chute opens, i'll be safe. Sometimes there are no people and i just drop downwards and downwards ( Read more... )

my car got stolen. awesome.

well, my life has definitely taken an unexpected turn but i'm handling it better than i thought i would. One thing that i've learned about myself this past year is that i'm way more capable than I give myself credit for, theres been an element of self-confidence that has been missing for a while, but it is slowly coming back to me like i remember ( Read more... )

riding horses,hot rain, beach towns, ferry boats, monkeys, cheap meals, late night skinny dipping in thunderstorms, rum, mangoes, pirates, roastypollo, jungle hikes, card games, magic tricks, lust, white sand beaches, good books, crowded buses, temporary friends, good company,happy, so very happy ( Read more... )

It's a strange thing, dependency. An obligation towards something, the need, the feeling that you would do anything just to have one fix. Something becomes your obsession, your entire world. So that when it's gone, seemingly the universe comes crashing down. What I've found though is when you are forced to go with out the thing you are dependent on ( Read more... )

wildwildwildwildwildwild weekenddddddddd ( Read more... )

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