to eat food that isn't just delicious. so yes, perhaps funds are low but i will spend copious amounts of money on good food. because one day I will be dead, and it will not matter to me how rich I was. What will matter is that I made the most of my life and at THE most tasty food in the entire world ( Read more... )

i'm failing at everything. it's so damn unfair.

I confuse myself quite often in matters that I cannot change. And try as I might, these matters will continue to unfold just the way that THEY want to. I can yell at them and kick and scream and fight them until the day I die, but somehow I need to come to terms with the fact of the matter - there are things in life that I will never be able to ( Read more... )

i don't want to die, i want to live.

so here i go, i am free!!!

here is something i've always known. Things always work out for the best. We are on the path we're on for a reason. I am gradually working my way to where i am supposed to be.

I love chelsea and kelly with all of my heart

and suddenly, all at once, it seems to have come to an end ( Read more... )

I wish i could just enjoy things as they happen. I know for a fact that I will look back on this year in about 6 months from now, and say to myself "I wish that things could go back to the way they were". Or maybe not, maybe I'm just having a legitamatly bad year. I am especially excited for the new year, because I feel like it is a fresh start for ( Read more... )

another thoughtful night, and so this mind wanders and these fingers type ( Read more... )

I am just going to type because all the good comes when I openly type ( Read more... )

and you'll never know.

I was crying over you ( Read more... )