things lately feel very slow and dragged out. what i mean by this is that its like everything is in slow motion... i don't know if its really just me or things in general. i have become restless again within myself and anxious. i feel like a rocket that is about to go off and blast off into outerspace! would that really be so bad anyways? im hoping ( Read more... )

ts been some days..And I'm still really torn up about Gidget Gein's death. I can't even think about it without getting tears in my eyes. I am really hearbroken over this and all around sad. I keep thinking about all the times he has made me laugh the past couple of years and how many times he has called me just to say hello and see how I was.. When ( Read more... )

Comment and I will ( Read more... )

...its nice that the cyber lounge here has computers for the residents to use. seeing as i can't really tolerated much time on my mom's laptop as it is really slow and frustrating ( Read more... )

here i am....another late night very early morning laying in my bed, unable to sleep..listening and filling my head with music via the ipod...since ive been here, i have felt very calm and content...and happy ( Read more... )

..its that time again..
this weekend/next week marks a new journey and a start of a new life...im very thankful for this and it couldnt come at a better time... i need this...

im so very secretly excited!...

My schedule lately is off the wall..i sleep at weird times and wake up at weird times...and everything seems to be non existent... no photos for me of the physical camera but in the mental camera ( Read more... )

going to take responsibilty for someone else's self induced miserable self loathing cycle... i will not ( Read more... )

ive been thinking about alot of things and what i would like to see in my life. i want some real STABILITY. i keep thinking about what i would really like to do for a career.. ofcourse my dream is to one day open a bakery.. or to have a shop that sells cute kawaii stuff..hell i could combined them, maybe one day. i would like to live in a place ( Read more... )

"people can have an odd effect on one another. the right person can make us smile happily and enjoy life for what its worth. but the wrong person can make life difficult and hold you back from your aspirations, control your every move and ultimately make you die years before your planned to. we have the choice to choose.

make the RIGHT decision"