I'm sure we've all heard that saying, "If you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all". Thats holds true even now. My mother has NOTHING positive to say at all. Its always something negative. I wonder if she has a positive bone in her darn body. My guess is no. Because she ALWAYS has something to say, but its never positive. I don't ( Read more... )

Man today just sucks! I don't get why i miss him as much as i do. Especially after he was the biggest jerk in the world. Why is letting go so hard to do? I'm trying my best, but its like i just can't. Maybe becaue i don't want to, I'm not ready to, but i know that i should. Some parts of me are hope that we will get back together. Why i don't ( Read more... )

I feel so very inadequate. I just don't feel like im capable of doing things right. If i could just disappear i think things would be better. I can't say that i've been feel great for a while. Its like a cloud of sadness is always around me. Doesn't matter what i do, i'm not happy at all! I've always been a happy person, if you saw me now you ( Read more... )

I've become the biggest cry baby in the world. In the past week there has only been one day when i didn't cry. I don't get this at all! I wish that i would have never had taken a chance with him. I don't let people get close to me at all. When i let someone get close to me, nothing good came of it. I hate singing this same song, but its like the ( Read more... )

If your not able to move on from the past, then finding the future is rather difficult!

I'm an idiot! I'm much smarter than i've been acting. WTF is wrong with me?

This is more difficult than i thought that it would be. I was good the following day, but after that its been down hill. It feels like i've just lost my very best friend or something. I'm sure that it was probably for the best. But it sure doesn't seem like it. I'm trying SO hard not to cry, but its not helping at all. Its like i can't even do ( Read more... )

I thought that i was ok with everything. But i am not at all, I can't tell him that because i don't think it matters. Gosh he's being such a jerk..A big ole jerk face. There is NO such thing as a perfect relationship. Was what we had really all that bad? We got along very well, we didn't always agree. But its not like we argued either, i can ( Read more... )

I wish that i could say that today just turned out to be a great day. Today sucked! Being dumped is never an easy thing to experience. I tried to tell myself that it didn't hurt at all. That i'd totally be better off. That i'd be SO fine. But those are the worst type of lies ever. It did hurt, very much at that. I don't think i'd be better off, but ( Read more... )

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