I didn't make it on AIM last night. I promised I would. Alexis, I'm sorry. I will be on for a few minutes late tonight if you want to talk to me. If not, I can make it on tomorrow afternoon/evening. I love you honey, keep your head up. I miss you.

( OOC Note regarding AJ's Age )

Now it's March. Exactly 4 months, 2 days until I turn 18. So many plans, so little time. It seems I have had this journal forever. So much has happened.

Alexis wants to talk to me. I'm scared to death. Every time a girl says she wants to talk, I feel like it's over. So, I'll be waiting for her on AIM later tonight. Faux aj. As always.

Candice moved in with Alexis...She's so great and I can tell that she's really been cheering Lexie up. I'm forever in her debt. I'll be on AIM tonight, so TALK TO ME! ;-) faux aj, remember? ;-)

My God...
I go away for a while and the world goes to Hell..Nikki, are you okay?? Call me! I am still very much in love with alexis_lopez and the hardest part is waiting until I turn 18 to marry her. Yes, maybe I'm young and overly romantic, but I love her to death. Alexis, don't let me scare you off. There's plenty of time to think about this. It would ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fantastic. For the longest time, I was afraid it was falling apart between me and Alexis. I found out I was wrong. I walked up to her apartments, armed with flowers and this, buzzed her on the the intercom and started singing 'my cherie amor', same song I sang when I asked her out on her voicemail. She remembered. Before I could ( Read more... )

AJ has plans tonight *grin* Alexis, be prepared to be swept off your feet.

Three things ( Read more... )

Alexis is nowhere to be found. I call her, no answer. Went to her house with a big armful of roses...she didn't come to the door. I left the flowers on her porch. If someone steals them, maybe they'll enjoy them. She doesn't update, she's never on AIM ( Read more... )

Alexis honey, I hope you liked your gift..I wish I had more time to save up for something nicer...but it's a token of my love for you. I hope your christmas was the best and I'll see you soon!

Alexis wasn't feeling well yesterday so I went over to her house to try and help her sleep. I have a feeling she didn't sleep too well, but I hoped it helped. I chilled in her living room for about an hour then I think I dozed off too...I wish I knew what was wrong. I don't think I could help but I just worry so much.