I can't..if only I could...Paula, I'm so sorry ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. Paula, Please forgive me. We made a mistake. I'd do anything to take it back. I still love you, please please call me!

This week is going by so fast, it's difficult to believe. It's Wednesday already and my time with Paula seems to be dwindling quickly. It gets quiet every time it comes up, me going back home before the tour starts. There are only so many words I can use to express how much I will miss her, she is the light of my life, her eyes make me smile, I ( Read more... )

These past few days spent with my beautiful Paula have been the greatest of my life. I've had crushes before but I'm discovering love on a whole new level. Her smile is so beautiful. I took her dancing last night...it was one of those classy clubs and it was so great. It was like she didn't mind being with me. I was proud to be with her but I' ( Read more... )

Wow, it was so amazing to watch that show last night. I wore the glasses Paula bought me for the Motown Medley...She said I sing like an angel and I told her she is more beautiful than any creature, mortal or immortal, that has ever been seen, talked about, or written about...She is my muse, my inspiration, my encouragement. I sang for her, my ( Read more... )

I talked to Paula again last night, and it turns out that what I was feeling wasn't only me, she felt it too. I love her so much that it hurts sometimes, I just want to be near her. Last night, we went out and I bought her dinner. I admit it probably looked a little silly, but I don't care. I just need to get a little taller and more 'rugged' ( Read more... )

I finally got an aim name!

I'm faux aj...don't forget it!

I had a long chat with Paula the other night. She called upset because of Simon. Fucking prick. How could he hurt her like this? Paula is the most wonderful woman I've ever met in my whole life. She's sweet and sensitive and beautiful, and he leaves her for some trashy whore that he saw in the movies he rented from the porno shop ( Read more... )

Hi everyone, Jim told me at the finale party that everyone had one of these journal things...even though it's pretty late, I want to keep in touch with everyone and this seemed like a good way to do it!