3.17.04

3 days later and my head is still spinning with lurid recollection - how quickly she made me the stator around which the ancient cosmic dynamo spins - how quickly I felt charged with life eternal. On top, decidedly in charge, a more perfect Venus leading a heady ascent on chimes. Body electric inside a universe pulsating, expand contract ( Read more... )

03.14.04

Belief.

( long winded claptrap ranting follows )

3.11.04

Up before the alarm this morning - 3:21 AM to be precise. Somewhere between the bed and stubbing my toe on ( Read more... )

03.07.04

I told her love spring and I hate spring, I hate the burgeoning life, the rich greens, and the way it makes me feel so full of life. She asks why. I am driven to near-mad euphoria as the warm weather makes my blood rage with desire, desire insatiable. Desire rejected.

( more, of course )

03.06.04 For a long time now, I have wanted to write a solid entry about who I am and why I do this. This will not be that entry. But, this entry will have pieces of that future masterpiece of self-absorbed mental masturbation. ( Don't stop, there is more )

Today I saw the canyons choked with clouds and today my legs surged with strength and my back felt as broad as ever as the two of my coworkers put the 120 pound pack on my back. Today I was a mule. Today I climbed a 70 foot tower just to feel the clouds kiss my face. Today I felt my "body electric." Today I learned of something inside of me ( Read more... )

02.27.04

QOTD:

"Belief? What do I believe in? I believe in sun. I rock. In the dogma of the sun and the doctrine of the rock. I believe in blood, fire, woman, rivers, eagles, storm, drums, flutes, banjos, and broom-tailed horses" ---- Edward Abbey

Week opened on a soggy note, low gray clouds and oppressive damp chill. Constant ( Read more... )

02.20.04

Working for a county 1 requires acceptance and healthy appreciation of, if not a predilection for, redundancy, paradox, and oxymora. In this vein, it comes as no surprise to me that this "short" three day holiday week was rather long and exhausting.

Tuesday and Wednesday were long days (13 and 15 hours, respectively) spent in hard labor. ( Read more... )

02.17.04

As a County Employee, I am expected to set an example of civic virtue by being courteous and following ( Read more... )

12.23.03

When I am home and the doorbell rings, my wife refuses to answer the door. She'll send one of the kids to retrieve me so that I may receive the caller. This time, it was a repeat caller. I don't know the name of their group or anything more than their general mission: to discuss Jesus with those that se habla. They ( Read more... )