I am angry, with no particular reason, at no particular thing, but that means that I have been having reactions far out of proportion for the stimulus, I HATE it, little thing that would never have bug me, are driving me insane, I am having to stop my self being bitchy, vicious,, vindictive, and in some cases violent, in response to stupid thing, ( Read more... )

I graduated today, in the first graduation ceremony I have been a part of sence my highschool graduation. I am now, officaly a a holder of a masters degree. I remember well choosing, to, and procrastinating my self out of the graduation for my bachlors degree, and how that upset my mother, she so wanted to go to that, but instead we threw one ( Read more... )

Interesting fact that India, a country that is not general noted for being a forward thinking and egalitarian society has recently legalized homosexual sex between the consenting, which the US as a whole has not, but also have provided a place on voter registration for people who are transgendered. Mind you it is a box for marked O for other, but ( Read more... )

I sit at my desk after several hours of disturbed sleep. I have been an angry person, and tending to lash out lately, and yet I fell that today I have a right to, again the country has put to the test the idea that homosexuals are people who deserve the same rights as everyone else, and sadly again the people have said No ( Read more... )

So the more times I have managed to get through the more I really think life is just one giant joke at my, and everybody elses expense ( Read more... )

It is very obvious to anyone who has known me for any length of time that I am by nature a pompus person, well to be honest I am a pompus overeducated pain in the ass, but in a good way ( Read more... )

So I haave been rearanging my appartment this evening, It has occured to me that nothing in my life is the same or ever will be again, so why the hell should my appartment look the same. Especialy beacuse I like to think of it as a very small, and far to expensive, fortress againse all that I do not want, here things are how I want them, and I ( Read more... )

SO I am back in the small Texas town of san marcos, (ten points who to any who get the song reference, but it is a long shot ( Read more... )

Well I have made an interesting discovery. i think I know why I have lost my filter. i am using it to stop other things from getting into my attention, instead of keeping my commentary on reality internal ( Read more... )

SO I had a very telling dream last night ( Read more... )