i hate how sometimes you work so hard for something and youre sure youre gonna get it....

but wait.....you dont!!!

wow....its been so long since my last post. but anyway, summer is FINALLY here. im so0o0o excited....except i counted, and i'll be home for 23 days this summer and then preseason for fieldhockeys gonna start...it sucks ( Read more... )

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so new years was alotta fun. went to angelas and saw peolple i hadn't seen for a while. i hope things get even better in 2005 than last year, although im not sure that's gonna happen, so far things suck ass ( Read more... )

so im back from miami, which was ok. alotta old relatives that dont speak english. so im trying to cram my whole xmas break into 1/2 the break b/c i was away. and my family wouldnt stop fighting. i think im going numb from all the fighting i dont really even care what my parents say or think anymore ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. on friday night i got home and cleaned some of my house. then saturday morning i cleaned the rest of my house and my mom is gonna pay me $50 b/c she hates cleaning ( Read more... )

saturday night i went to a party that was fun then got in trouble...hmmm...wonder why. so now im grounded for 2 weeks, but i think i might get off the last part of the last weekend i dunno. but they didnt even yell at me, they were just 'disappointed' ahh thats such bullshit. and steve mann carried me up the steps and i yelled at him for trying ( Read more... )

im finally updatingmy livejournal b/c of amanda and carrie. and yes, i know its ugly, but tahts ok. so this was thanksgiving weekend and on wed nite i went to sams party and that was fun. then the big turkey day and i watched the detroit lions get their asses kicked. and on friday i got in a fight w/my mom, called her a bitch, and got grounded ( Read more... )

hey!! this weekend was mad fun. fri nite my mom was being gay and i wasnt allowed to hang out w/my grl carrie and heather like my mom promised. i just had to clean and stuff ( Read more... )

eeeek. today i had to clean my house like crazy when i got home b/c we hafta get ready for my sisters grad party. i had a really good day today though, even though i was kinda tired. but band is great, i just go to A lunch and sit w/my chicas there and have fun. and...i thought i lost my yearbook at lunch when really i gave it to jess kaminski ( Read more... )