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Aug 06, 2005 13:55

My heart aches and I don't know what to do. I feel like I have lost my heart and all I want to do is get it back. I'm sorry allie. I can't say it enough. I want to show you that I am the man that you thought I was. You are everything to me and I don't know what or where I would be without you ( Read more... )

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ignrncisbliss August 6 2005, 19:13:12 UTC

anthony why do you do this. this fight we had, not be conceited, is about what YOU did to ME. but now it's made into you being so lost and so hurt that you don't know what to do. to be completely honest, this situation is turning into what happened to you. you said last night that you were so embarassed to tell roxey why i was actually mad. well i'm embarassed too. i can't believe that someone that i put all of my trust and love into, disappointed me the way you did. not only did you disappoint me, you hurt me. you know my past. you know almost everything about me. and i thought i knew everything about you. i guess i didn't. the thoughts are going through my head scare me to death. but like i've always said, i have to do for me. i don't even know what to do anymore. i'm never home. i'm always driving you around. now some of the places we go are where i want to go too. but when you make plans with people without even talking to me first, it bugs the shit out of me. it's my car. it's my gas. i will decide what we do, and when we do it. ( ... )

ignrncisbliss August 6 2005, 19:14:10 UTC

and another thing, quit saying that you love me with everything that you have. because if you did, this wouldn't be happening right now. and i thought that i loved you just as much, but now i'm not so sure.

alac586 August 6 2005, 19:56:03 UTC

I know that I made a mistake. Yes your right I did something that hurt you. There is no denying that. I wasn't embarassed to tell Roxey what actaully made you mad. I was embarassed that even after you told me what really was upsetting you, I when and did it again. I was embarassed in my actions. I know that I know what you mean about taking advantage of you. If was in your shoes I would probably feel the same way. I guess I never thought that making plans without asking you was a big deal. Most of the time I've asked you if you wanted to do anything, or go to any certain place you say that's fine. And I was the same way, anything you've wanted to I've always just said ok. I didn't know till know that it bothered you as much as it does, and for that I truely am sorry ( ... )