Well what to talk about today??? Well I guess what as been going through my head lately is success. It reallay scares me. I know that might sound strange, but it's true. I know that I want to be successful in life. I know what it is going to take in order for me to be successful. But I don't know how much I want to put forward. I was actually ( Read more... )

I do a lot of thinking now a days. Now I'm not going to lie, I am really enjoying life right now. I have a strong base of friends that I truely trust and can depend on. I have a job that I like going to and the people around me are good people as well. The life on the home front really can't be better, everything is calm most of the time. But I do ( Read more... )

I know that I say this alot, but its so true. Life and its curveballs. Only this time the cureball wasn't thrown directly towards me. This week really opened my eyes to how truely lucky I am. I grateful that I have friends and family that care about me, and they won't let me fail ( Read more... )

I know it has been awhile since I've had anything to say lately, but I guess that because I've been kinda speechless as of late. Northing is normal anymore. I guess you could say that there is nothing normal left in my life. Everything from this point on is going to be something new and exciting ( Read more... )

Live is so confusing sometimes. Just when things seem like they are starting to make sense again, here comes another curve ball and shit is all out of whack. Things are starting to fially go in the right direction. I like my new job. I'm not making the best money as of yet, but I'm trying to keep an open mind. The family life is fine I guess. The ( Read more... )

if only she knew ( Read more... )

My heart aches and I don't know what to do. I feel like I have lost my heart and all I want to do is get it back. I'm sorry allie. I can't say it enough. I want to show you that I am the man that you thought I was. You are everything to me and I don't know what or where I would be without you ( Read more... )

I am shrooming my head off right now and I am loving life. Allie, my babygirl I love you with everthing I have. I treasure every singel momen I spend with you!!

So the morning actually started off kinda disappointing. I had to sleep upstairs, and I forgot to tell Allie, so when she woke up and didn’t see me lying next to her, she didn’t know where I was. So when she came upstairs and saw me on the couch she woke me up and asked why I came up. I really wasn’t wake yet, but I told her that it was Rosie’s ( Read more... )

I had one of the better mornings I’ve had in awhile, my brother Aaron was in a pretty good mood so after my morning smoke, him and I hung out most of the afternoon. We really didn’t do anything; he was kinda on an adderal high so he couldn’t clam down to save his life ( Read more... )