It's the anniversary of the London terror bombings, I've been trying to work out how I feel about the whole thing. There is a part of me that feels angry and cheated for all those people who died and were permenantly injured by events both physically and mentally. It was just a normal day and then it was hell on earth. What makes it all the ( Read more... )

It's hard to know what's going on with me at moment but it's not good, I can feel myself sinking. I cried at work, I never cry at work not ever. I am just so fed up with absolutely everything and I can feel the urge to do something/anything drastic building up inside me. I just don't care about much at the moment, I don't feel the need to ( Read more... )

I am so fucking pissed off right now, I spent the whole day wanting to cry or shout at everyone at work. There is only one part of my job I genuinely enjoy, allocating properties, I have nice little chats with the old people and put their minds at ease, I convice younger families that they will be ok in housing association properties and generally ( Read more... )

Things I would love to say but can't. These are addressed to 7 people in my life, I saw someone else did this so I thought I would too. This is really just for catharsis, not so anyone can find themselves because um you probably won't be there ( Read more... )

Argh, I simultaneously love and hate technology, trying to cure my mp3 player which seems to be royally fucked but I'm not holding out huge hope, may have to try the hotline ( Read more... )

Some days are just sad and you can’t do a thing to shake that feeling because life is too randomly horrible ( Read more... )

Is it possible for your whole head to become glue: Sticky, gunky and rotten smelling, unable to function, kinda like the gloop from the soap bodies you see in CSI darkest brown but somehow yellow and creamy. Can you say yummy. I hate work.

I guess it would be impossible to start this entry any other way. My grandad is really sick, they took him into hospital Friday and he's had an operation, it seems to of gone well but he is 87. He's generally an alarmingly healthy 87, well until now, but none the less. I feel so sad and I wanna go and visit but I also don't because I'm scared. ( Read more... )

I'm just gonna post this link: http://www.davidandgoliathtees.com/games/throwrocks.html I am so mad right now. I'm mad at you for doing this and mad at me for caring.

Had fun at the strokes, was a laugh although some fucker felt the need to throw their fag into the croud burning my shoulder, they deserve to die. The strokes rocked though, I so need to gig it more. There is nothing as satisfying as getting covered in the sweat of randoms. Am gonna go to whyte to watch game 6, should be great, well if they win ( Read more... )