Just wishing everyone a Happy New Year!!!! I hope everyone had a wonderful Holiday season! I enjoyed every minute of mine, I didn't want to come back to Maryland, I got a remote control starter, and my kitchen table and chairs set, plus a lot more, i was just happy to be there with my fsmily!
Happy New Year!!
Love Always!
Alea

I can not believe how long it has been since I have written in my journal! It used to be such a outlet for me, and is about to be again ( Read more... )

I am still alive, just exhausted!! I can not believe how tired i have become!!

Well i can not wait until tomorrow for two reasons ( Read more... )

Two days ago, I was in a huge accident! My jeep is totalled they said it would cost 14,000 to fix the jeep, and i bought it for less than that! UGH!! I have never been so scarred in my life ( Read more... )

All i can say is CONFUSED!!! I can not wait till i go back to work! I am scarring myself right now, just admiting to that! But, i feel like i need some thing normal to happen right now, and i know i can go back and be with some really great people, who always are able to make me feel like myself ( Read more... )

I hate to say it but i had forgotten how lonely it is to be alone! i think this was one of the reasons I kept so many walls up with derrick. It was fun being with him and i enjoyed most of our times together, but i had this feeling that i was going to be let down in a way! I don't like being alone, but it seems so much safer than putting myself out ( Read more... )

YES!!! I am single again, and loving life! I am sooooooooooo very happy with everything right now! I love my new Jeep, i am happy with my job and am very comfortable being me, and being without assholes!!
I am happy!!!
YEAH!!!

Well i have great news i just bought a 2000 Jeep Cheerokee Sport, which is fully loaded and my parents helped me out so my payments are only 213 a month!!! YEAH ( Read more... )

I don't know how to feel right now, i am cnfused and yet aggrivated by certain things that Derrick does. I love being around him, but dammit he loves to push my buttons!!! He knows the exact ones to push at the right time, and i can only take so much! And when i say something he keeps going, maybe not on that one but he will find another! UGH!!! I ( Read more... )