It has been such a long time since i just smile at the thought of a guy, but every time i think about him i am grinning!! I am giddy inside when i am around him, and he makes me feel so good! I love going to see him, i love how he kisses me as soon as i walk in the door, i love the way we fit together when we hold each other! I just love the way i ( Read more... )

I have been trying to keep my life simple lately, and trying very hard not to care to much about someone who is such a sweet and caring man! I really like spending time with him, and really hate the fact that i am starting to lean on him, and the fact that he listens makes it worse! I just don't want to get hurt again! I am scarred of caring for ( Read more... )

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Its almost 2am, and I am completly wide awake! I have been laying in bed trying to convince myself that I am tired, but it is not working ( Read more... )

Well i have not written in here for a very long time, but as i am sitting here boared on the mid watch, I decided to write down feelings that have been kept for a very long time ( Read more... )

I don't know why but lately I have been looking back on what all has happened and where I have been in the past year. I am very proud of myself for what I have accomplished and what I have eliminated from my life, but yet I look back and have to wonder could there of been an easier way of dealing with things? I am not proud of myself for somethings ( Read more... )

God, what a busy month I have had! I didn't even realize till yesterday that Thanksgiving was THIS thursday!! Man, I can not wait till after the holidays and my schedule will become normal again ( Read more... )

I have been very busy lately, trying to get everything done that I possibly can before the holidays! I am excited that I will be able to see the family for Thanksgiving this year! It has been 4 years since i spent time with everyone for this special holiday, and I am very excited ( Read more... )

Wow, What a busy couple of weeks it has been for me! I arrived in the area on the 21st, and was lucky enough to be given the next 6 days off to get a house and somewhat settled. Which was great! Especially since I found a place on the 3rd day that I was looking, and I love this place!!! It is HUGE!!!! It has a really big kitchen, living room, 2 ( Read more... )

I have had such a wonderful and relaxing time here with my parents! I have needed a break for a while, and a time to recap on everything. I am glad that I actually have taken the time to do so ( Read more... )