i have a new journal because this one is the devil basically.

couldshouldwont  add it. kbye.

so i'm getting rid of every single entry of this bullshit. & i'm starting it all over again. so fuck everything.

okay, i dont know.

i hate the class i'm taking so much, fyi. everyone there hates me & today when we had a break i had to go and sit outside alone & had a cigarette in an attempt to look cool enough & artsy enough to be accepted. that failed, so i called everyone in my phone & not one person answered. it was a good feeling ( Read more... )

akljfksjflaksfjaljlkja i'm freaking out right now. haha okay not really. but um...yeah okay a little bit i am, yeah. ah, i can't deal. "so hot right now" as they say. well, as they said about 3 years ago. this fits tho since i'm a child about this right about now. ahhh ( Read more... )

F.I.T. in a week. & tomorrow will be really fun, city alone, but at least this time we'll have a bit of a plan. mmhmm, it's all good ( Read more... )

chinese fire drills, lots of food, almost-road trips, job hunts, drunk fests at mi casa, harrassing infants, etc. that pretty much spells summer to me. oh yeah & being a bitch, being jealous, picking fights, talking mad shit, stealing, & all that other awesome stuff that i excel at. no really though, it's fun ( Read more... )

i feel like this horrible god fucking awful mood has basically taken me over lately. crying last night = mad gay. & then crying again today = REALLY mad gay. & in case you didn't know, i want to murder my step mother, like really murder her. like watch her get hit by a train. or push her in front of one ( Read more... )

mmm, it's SUMMER TIME &, like they say, the living really is easy.

regardless of some fights & intensity & insanity & whatnot, it's been pretty sweet. even the negative things can be fun, so it's all good. it's not even totally completely officially summer yet. when it is, tho, it'll be AMAZING, as we say. wooooooh.

btw do you think it would really ( Read more... )

so tomorrow is the last day of school. aw yeah, it's been a good year & all. i mean yeah i haven't gone to class very much & i'm probably going to fail physics & all of that jazz...but it was still pretty fun ( Read more... )