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[alexandra_lost]

i learned a lesson today.

apparently, people go in and out of your life all the time & there's nothing you can do about it. apparently, it's impossible to control other people & their impulses. i don't know, it's news to me.

it's weird to feel like such a stranger...especially when no one else is bothered by it.

i miss my friends so much. i

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[cherrylipzz]

alex,
you have us. stacy and i. i know it seems like ages ago we were really close. back in 8th grade. but we have always excepted you and we have always been here for you. you can turn to us for anything, and we really do <3 you. it seems like weve become more distant. but that has too change. because i mean you cant just forget about the freindship we had. aw were all teary! haha. well just wanted to tell you too keep your head up and all that stuff. <33333

[alexandra_lost]

bridge & stace grace [since i know you two are together]:

i love you guys so much. no one else said anything about this & i was just feeling so, like...you know down and all that gay shit. but aw, omg, i miss you guys like you wouldn't believe, seriously. i always kind of thought that you were the only friends i've ever had who where really my friends. we need to start hanging out again, seriously. i'm so sorry that we drifted apart and i ended up basically wasting my time with shitty people instead of staying close with you guys. <333333333333333333333333333333

[_safe_bet_]

i hate getting those feelings.. but in my experience. if they were ever really yr friends to begin with.. no matter how much time you aren't together they're still yr friends when it counts. and if not, fuck them. ♥

plus it looks like you have good friends up there ^
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[alexandra_lost]

you're definitely right. i guess i'm just waiting to see & all of that, who knows.

haha i do!

thanks chrissy ♥!

love, court.

[anonymous]

Alex, I know how you feel, really. And Even though we were never best friends or anything, I'm here for ya too & I consider you a really close friend. Not to mention, you have more friends than anyone I know! I envy you in so many ways. I'm sure that if you're really serious about finding new friends, you won't have any problems. ♥

Re: love, court.

[alexandra_lost]

aw, court, honestly, thank you for lifting my spirits. & that envy thing, pleeeeeeease girl, i envy you. but anyway, ily & i'm so glad we've become close & all of that other cheesy yearbook stuff. but seriously, thanks meat. ♥!

psst.

[yr_retro_heart]

well, i didn't think you needed to hear anything from me because you know that i love your guts and that even though you don't like hanging out with me, i'm always here. i'd lay on top of you any day, gay alex. <33

Re: psst.

[alexandra_lost]

aw lizz, i'm glad you're my friend. even though i "don't even know you" or whatever. & i like hanging out, i'm just sucky at the studying thing.

you're kinda gay, though, cause you lay on people. ♥

Re: psst.

[yr_retro_heart]

shut up, you know me better than the next person. i just meant that you didn't know my house or whether i had a dog. "piiiiiig" <3.

i am kinda gay. you love it.

[_alliepre]

hey al...you know i am always here; i have known u forever...and u know i love you. I know what you mean by people going in and out of your life, and it really sucks. Sometimes people just drift apart and there is nothing that u can do. But i promise i will always be here for you.

[alexandra_lost]

i know pre, i love you a lot you know, duh. EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES YOURE THE BIGGEST BITCH I KNOW AND WON'T GIVE ME GRAPES!

people drift out a lot, i guess. but i've known you practically since birth, & you've stuck around. thaaaaank you meat girl.

& i'm always here too, you know. 'case you wanna talk about paulie or anything ; )♥!

[yr_retro_heart]

aw, pre's comment was so SWEET.

and those grapes made everyone so sick, so you're lucky she didn't give you too many.

[_red_mosquito]

I like when people use semi-colons in online conversation.