well, at least i get hit on by girls & i'm not even made uncomfortable by it. oh & i get tarot card readings by a bi girl who's ten years older than me!?

this was so last summer, so poughkeepsie apartment, etc. mhm you remember. well, this was so...thatthank god for dumbass kids & stacy & famous hyde parkers & running away & can towers & hanging ( Read more... )

xO LoVe819 : ") + "/ = BFF ( Read more... )

i look like a fat slob in every single prom picture. that's awesome ( Read more... )

i hate not being in control of the little, tiny, minute details of my life. like what time people get off of work & how long a quick drive through hyde park can really take. & etc. i swear i'll drive myself crazy, just you watch ( Read more... )

hi meats. i love you all. ♥

i swear i just slept all day. i seriously need to start doing SCHOOL things. but yeah. but i guess a bad hair day is a good enough reason to sleep through school? mhm, no ( Read more... )

vanessa fucking carlton.

i love it. most amazing concert ever, i just can't even. god!

happy easter, everyone. :)

my mom & i are going for tea later. & that's about it.

lauren & i have an awesome [in her mind] plan & it might make the most of this otherwise boring break.

oh & i'm seeing carlton [vanessa] on tuesday. & i'm going to wear my hair curly.

btw yesterday i thought it was summer & then we went outside & it was freezing.

all i really want in life is to become the darkest white girl in town.

p.s. this wave of nostalgia just overcame me for some unknown reason. so weird...& i'm not even quite sure what i feel notsalgic for. prly from fucking looking at journals or something...because you KNOW i do not get nostalgic for real life things. but i don't know, whatever. ( Read more... )

today is lauren's birthday. she is 17. i love her & she is growing up so fast ( Read more... )