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poughkeepsie party last night. as in, a return to poughkeepsie. as in, a return to SUMMER?! uh yeah, wow.

okay who is going to start hanging out with me & actually DOING things? i'm bored & nothing exciting goes on. someone, please, thnx.

btw, i miss austin a lot cause i'm "left" like that. :(

♥

"ruthie & vincent were talking about KISSING!"

"but it's their first date...they shouldn't even be thinking about kissing!!"

shit, i fucking love 7th Heaven. ♥.

fucking shit. god damnit. TROCHE MADE ME CRY TODAY.

discrimination, that's all it is. not my fault at all.

i learned a lesson today.

apparently, people go in and out of your life all the time & there's nothing you can do about it. apparently, it's impossible to control other people & their impulses. i don't know, it's news to me.

it's weird to feel like such a stranger...especially when no one else is bothered by it.

i miss my friends so much. i ( Read more... )

this weekend was seriously a little bit lame.

i can't even remember the last time i was snowed in...1996, i think. but back then, my grandmother was visiting from germany, so you know that was a party. this time, however-not so much. what the fuck is the point of 4 wheel drive, please?!

i have such awful cabin fever this month, oh my god

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hi livejournal, i've mist you bunches ( Read more... )

i have this wall in my room that i've pretty much covered in photos of the past year. today i was looking at it, at all of these pictures of people that i thought i was so close to & always would be, and i realized that i don't even know any of them anymore.

like cait said, it's funny how much can change in 12 months. it's also really sad.

i ( Read more... )

what's new in the new year:

-i can't find my cell phone.
-apparently, my cleavage sucks.
-i'm still not sure about absolutely anything & it's beginning to get annoying.
-moby dick is going to be the death of me.
-i'm a little bit happier & i'm thinking of how easy it would be to stay this way.
-garden state is a pretty good movie ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE, ALL!

resolutions...no time for that. i have some, but i'll deal with those later.

i hope that everyone had a really wonderful year. i think that mine wasn't so bad.

& more importantly, i hope that everyone has an even better time in 2005. really. enjoy yourselves, please. ♥

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE, EVERYONE.

& happy happy happy holidays. <3