this day blows

Sometimes I really hate my life. I hate living.

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i failed most of my classes last semester so I am re taking them this semester. I lost my financial aid. Alec is going to be working more so he can pay our bills since my aid money isn't coming in. I feel like I am not making progress in life, and I'm not going to feel any better any time soon since I will be in these classes AGAIN all semester. I ( Read more... )

I used to like to run a lot. I felt it was something that I was good at. Not excellent, but better than the average person. I used to run around town and in the gym, until someone told me I ran funny. At first I let it go, but then I kept getting comments on how funny I ran. It started to get to me, but I still wanted to try and run a few races. I ( Read more... )

i don't understand victoria's secret pink line... it tells you to party, but the line is all pajamas and sweats. party in sweatshirts and underpants? I wish we could.

obama prank called someone, obama got a hair cut. he wants a dog. his kid likes to finger paint. his wife is outfitted in beautiful dresses and hairstyles- buy them!, she likes jello. it's everywhere. has any other president been exploited like this? i don't remember their faces on every magazine... Clinton was the last I remember, but gracing ( Read more... )

i'm trying not to let my life pass me by.
i need to find what i want again, it's changed. i wanted a home and kids and a dog, but not anymore... not yet anyway

i want to do something extraordinary, or as close as i can get.


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"I admire addicts. In a world where everybody is waiting for some bline, random disaster, or some sudden disease, the addict has the comfort of knowing what will most likely wait for him down the road. He's taken some control over his ultimate fate, and his addiction keeps the cause of death from being a total surprise."

i am submissive and such, sort of disappeared for the night... it comes on strong sometimes.
i'd like to shut up and enjoy being nothing without the fear.

man i thought a drink might shake it, but the solution just added to the problem and left me wanting to be loved... (in my pants).