well i guess i should begin with the fact that im still dating jake..but there is someone else at school named jesse. jesse really began at the leadership conference in hershey where we danced all night and kissed later that night..even tho alcohol was involved. and then ever since then there has been us hooking up and him acting like my bf. even ( Read more... )

so i am happily dating jake for the first time in a long time lol jk..i really am so happy to be w/ him despite the whole elyse thing and the breaking up in the beginning of the year. we are back together and stronger then ever. u know i just realized today like holy shit i could spend my entire life w/ him and be happy like really really happy. he ( Read more... )

i honestly dont know the last time i wrote in this. i guess im giong to say me and jake broke up. and it was soo hard. but today me and jake talekd. and he told me that he had kissed elyse last night and he still loves me. so now we are going to talk at thanksgiving and i guess decide wat we want. i think everything will be okay. last nigth i had ( Read more... )

so i had sex for the first time on july 23rd..it was good not going to lie w/ jake obvi haah..i have to say today just is not my day..jake and me went to townline for bfast and then came back to my place and he wasin a werid mood and i actually started crying saying how imgoing to miss him which of course i am going to in a couple of week my whole ( Read more... )

im pretty bored right now. i graduated, i had to make a speech. apparently i did pretty well w/ it i cant wait to hear it back. i went to orientation which was a blast. the first girl i meet was from long island, then i met alot of kids from upstate ny and one kid named matt from the bronx. its funny b/c when we played never have i ever i realized ( Read more... )

so this kid geoff keenan died. he committed suicide. he was in my grade. i feel so horrible. i really only talked to him a few times. one time he was sitting at laura anns lunch table and i asked him if it hurt to pierce his eyebrow and he said no. i feel so bad for lindesy and maria like everyone is sending them death threats and lindesy cant even ( Read more... )

my name is ali. im going to graduate soon. and then nothing that has happened in the past thirteen years of my schooling is going to matter anymore. im going to break up with my boyfriend. who is the only person i have ever "fell" in love with. OH shucks. im going to go to college having never been drunk in my life before. i dont party because im ( Read more... )

so im still dating jake. things are going pretty well. the occasional ups and downs but over all we are solid. for christmas he got me a snowflake necklace..not really something i liked but i guess i apperciate it. we havent really fought or anything lately. there is this new kid jeremy. so he kinda pursued me for a while. he sent me text messages ( Read more... )

i just realized hwo long it has been since i wrote anything...me and jake did go out again on aug 18th. and we are still currently going out. and we have had our ups and downs and alot of shit...i have almost broke up w/ hima couple of times and now i am at a time wehre i am considering it probally b/c i think im in love w/ his best friend henry ( Read more... )

In today's society a person will do almost anything to be noticed. Dye their hair, wear close to nothing, or even do drugs just to get noticed. But why is there this need to get attention. What happened oh so long ago that makes one strive to be noticed. Could it be from neglect during childhood? Or a countless number of bad relationships? who ( Read more... )