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If I was to die tonight... Would it tear you apart?
Life has been so crazy lately! I really have no clue what the hell is going on half the time. And the shocking thing is that it's not because I'm on drugs. I got alcohol poisoning on New Years and I haven't had anything to drink since. Smoked a lil while I was still recovering but I haven't done anything remotely mind altering in well over a week. ( Read more... ) -
apparently i'm depressed....
So I think I am an official retard. I am a complete failure at life! The only thing I really do is envy other peoples lives. I honestly just wish I was anyone except for the person that I am. I'm such a waste of existence. And it's my own fault! I know this! This is one never changing fact about me. I am the reason my life is such shit. But now ( Read more... ) -
FINALLY!
So I finally managed to remember all of my passwords and such for all of my accounts so that I can access them on my cellular as well as my computer! And I finally managed to get home internet! Yay me! Anyway.... I am quite retarded to be so proud of myself for all of this seemingly nothingness. But I've learned to appreciate the little things in ( Read more... ) -
forever and a day
it really has been quite a long time since i got on here. so time for an update. i'm turning in a 2 weeks notice today and officially escaping the horrible world of retail. and i'm working 3rd shift at one gas station and trying to pick up 2nd shift at another. fun fun fun! (that was sarcasm) and i had to move back home with my parents because they ( Read more... ) -
Update TIME!
I hadn't realized quite how long it's been since I last posted anything until today! Oh wow... It's been forever! So..... Update TIME! lol. Anyway... everything is going amazing with me actually! For the first time in my entire life! I have an amazing boyfriend! We've been together for almost 2 months now. He tells me he loves me all the time and ( Read more... ) -
an update!
I have been so exstatically happy lately that my face hurts from smiling so much! I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world and everything is amazingly perffect! He's so amazing! I've never been treated this good by a guy! If I want it I get it and he refuses to let me pay for anything and he does everything in his power to make sure I'm happy ( Read more... ) -
mentally ill!
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you ( Read more... ) -
boys are confusing
So I've been talking/flirting with my ex boyfriend for the past few days and we sort of have an established friends with benefits thing going, but we haven't talked or anything for a while. But anyway, I've been talking to him again and then last night I ended up sleeping with my roommate's really good friend who is over here every couple of days ( Read more... )
