my heart breaks. my heart is in agony and there is nothing i can do about it. all this chaos going on all around me between my once great friends and who are now sworn enemies. im not even sure where my place is in all this. i just wish it would all end, eveyone keeps talking about who is the bigger person and the adult in the situation, but the " ( Read more... )

So been buisy lately. Been hanging out with many a people since my usual posse people have decided not to talk to me anymore. but alas, i am over it, and am moving on. i got a job at ups. will be working shitty graveyard shift. 12-4 am, but its cool cause i got my license now, its all gravy baby. working at movie gallery as well trying to get my ( Read more... )

.gif'> You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls.

Marijuana
88%
Cocaine
81%
Mushrooms
75%
Ecstacy
75%
Alcohol
63%
Inhalents
63%
None!
25%
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so i got a new backround thanks to bob....you know who you are ( Read more... )

You think the song "Truckin'" by the Grateful Dead should replace the national anthem ( Read more... )

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hey guyzzzz and gurlzzzz..........how do i upload pics on lj?!? i have some cool ones i want to show people, can anyone help me? please ( Read more... )

so im feeling crafty right now. i want to do crafty things with glue and GLITTER! los of glitter, and rhindstones, and feathers and colorful stuff! i miss art class.....sniff.....

soooooo........ i took a pregnancy test today. thank fucking god/ess i got the one line shit. that is a ton lifted off of me. i've just been having some of the symptoms lately, but now that i think about it, it might be me withdrawling from my med's. i mean, i've been on them for like 3 years and all the sudden i stop dead. yeah, i'll just keep ( Read more... )

so here comes another random bitch rant from me. why is is the only time i seem to chat on lj, is when i have nothing but negative things to say? i just want all of you to know, that im not a depressing person i dont think. i've just been having a really shitty time lately and not been dealing too well. so im fucking depressed again. since i havent ( Read more... )