I no longer have a mother.
Yeah, I said it.
It takes to much work to be your daughter.
So instead of hurting, I'd rather back away.

You have no idea what you have done.
And now you will have to just live with it.

Lie in the mess you made and just lay mommy, lay.

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I don't just want changes.
I need them, crave them.
I'd give up an organ to have them.
And when if I get them I'll wrap them in a box and take them out on special occasions.
Remember when I was so miserable that I needed changes? 

She drinks orange juice from the carton.
It tastes better that way.
And  speaks paragraphs and novels.
But still has so much to say.

But apparently,
She's always fustrated with her state of being,
Play shoots and Ladders with her life.
Moves her pieces when no one's seeing
A record of mistakes filled with scratches,
The same frames just repeating, ( Read more... )

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I wish the older me from the future would come over and tell the younger me from the present that everything is going to be all right.

"I think you're truly beautiful. It shows through eyes, both inside and out." Yes, this was a text message from a new someone. I really like her, but  I'm not rushing anything because that is stuuuupid.

I like dating. I've found out more about myself and have started thinking that I'm actually kind of pretty. That sounds weird. Haha. But it's a ( Read more... )

I'm still processing last night's episode of House. Speechless...

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance ( Read more... )

The rain began to fall during her second cigarette.
And she knew it was time to call it a night.
But her feet wouldn't take her to bed.
So she sat outside on the cold concrete, with her back against the brick of her building.

Tonight she had tried to say so much.
But for some reasons the words wouldn't come.
She wanted to tell him she loved him.
She ( Read more... )