I don't want to be the girl that treats life like a poker game. I don't want to hold my emotions, my truths, to my chest. I want to show the world. I want to shine out! But that is easier said than done. My default for years was not only hold it in, but growl and hiss at anyone who got too close. Then, after that, it was less aggressive, but ( Read more... )

Once again I have not posted in...forever ( Read more... )

I wrote this last night, but the internet ate it. And then today it regurgitated it. So, here it is for all to enjoy ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to start my book with this quote: "You don't want a million answers as much as you want a few forever questions. The questions are diamonds you hold in the light. Study a lifetime and you see different colors from the same jewel." Guess who - Richard Bach ( Read more... )

I think I might be crazy ( Read more... )

So today I went out and ran top secret errands. (It has to do with Mike and Mary's wedding/awesome present. Shhh don't tell lol.) And then I went to the bar to support Jordan. Well, more specifically, to try to see if I could support Jordan. To see if we can work out a viable friendship. I have been doing really really well the past few days ( Read more... )

I'm doing ok. Most of the time. I focus on me and my one day at a time and what I am doing with my life, what I am wanting to do with my life in the future, and just in general really working on me. ME ( Read more... )

I am going to do something I almost never do on here-rant about politics and religions. I mean, do it pretty much on a daily basis in my real life, as most of you have been a witness to, but I never really do it here. Mostly because I know you guys already know my views on such things. But tonight, I feel the need to unleash a massive rant. So ( Read more... )

What am I going to be for Halloween?

Most creative suggestions wins. GO!

Being back in the Boro is WEIRD! Like, it's fun showing Megan around campus and seeing people that I miss - basically just Sean. And seeing people I hated and being able to look them in the eye and I know they can see that I never needed them and still don't. I love it. I can see that they hate me and for some reason...it makes me very happy. ( Read more... )