Wow....here I am again, right back where I started. In July I will have been here 2 whole years. It's winter again here in lovely New Zealand. It's ok, a bit cold and rainy at times but at least there is no ice and snow. The worst bit is most of the houses were built over 50 years ago (which is old for NZ) and they weren't built for the climate ( Read more... )

once again i am guilty of being hopelessly optimistic....just when i thought all was well, things fell spectacularly apart....i don't know why i ever thought it could be different, history endlessly repeating itself. you'd think i would learn, but i suppose i am destined to repeat the same lesson over and over again ( Read more... )

i guess to get to the end of the rainbow, you have to start at the bottom ( Read more... )

and here i am at the bottom of the world, right back where i started ( Read more... )

the wind catches me ( Read more... )

so here i am again.....black text on white space...has much really changed for me? it always seems to come back to this. i am filled with words and space. on the bottom of the world this time, where noone can find me-maybe i can find myself ( Read more... )

so here's an update....seeing as i've been keeping away from the computer for particular reasons, i don't want everyone knowing all my business, so rather than make my journal private (which was never my intention) i've just kept some things quiet. unusual, to those of you who know me well, however there are certain people who don't deserve to know ( Read more... )

you know you made my head real strong, even if you made my heart real thin ( Read more... )

between the lines of fear and blame, you begin to wonder why you came ( Read more... )

Without a word, you set your sights into the sun ( Read more... )