I'm so confused with my life at the moment. I broke up with Taylor on Sunday. I told him we should take a break until he figures out what's important to him in his life. I'm tired of being treated like shit by everyone. My friends, my boyfriend, everyone. I'm not sure what to do because I love them all so much and I don't want to lose them. But, I' ( Read more... )

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He honestly doesn't get it. There are reasons I don't want to be friends with him. No matter what he thinks. I'm sick and tired of being hurt. I'm never giving my heart away again. Never. I don't believe in true love anymore. He couldve pusher her off. I think that's what hurts the most. Is the fact that he pretty much cheated on me. Yea, we were ( Read more... )

So I still love him a lot. And miss him like crazy. My heart still belongs to him and it will for a while. Whether I want it to or not. I don't want anyone else right now. Whenever I see a guy I don't think "oh he's hot" I just look at them as if they were any other person. It's weird. I dunno. Whatevvvvv. I hope everyones having a good day ( Read more... )

I'm so emotionally drained. I feel like everyone and everything is just set out to make me cry. I know people care about me but I don't feel like they do. It's hard to explain. My life is blessed compared to so many other people but for me I just think it sucks. But I think that the thing everyone needs in life is happiness. Happiness itself. I had ( Read more... )

So pretty much this week sucks. Sean might not be able to come tomorrow :( Which pretty much made it suck. If he would be able to come tomorrow I think I'd be able to deal with the rest of it. His week sucked more than mine though. I guess it happens though. I'm super excited for Valentines Day though. Me and Jessica have a sweet surprise for Sean ( Read more... )

I'm in Keyboarding at the moment. Completely boring to say the least. I finished two lessons and still have 30mins left. Gay yes I know. Life is so confusing. Completely mind boggling. So last night I had a dream Sean cheated on me. Worst dream ever!! I really hope he can come here today. I always miss him. That's the worst part about being in a ( Read more... )

Wow... he's nothing short of amazing. It seems like I only talk about guys in this thing but oh well. I'm way fucking in love. He makes me feel happy. We hardly ever fight. He makes me laugh and smile. He's everything I could ever ask for in a guy and more. He bought me a dozen roses and it made me pretty much cry because it was the nicest thing ( Read more... )

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I'm super bored right now. I'm talking to Jon. He's like the coolest kid ever. He likes Laguna Beach, it's pretty sweet. I'm kinda tired but not really but idk. I've been super happy lately too. Idk because whenever I think about Robert I feel like anything could go wrong and I'd still be happy. He's makes me feel like a better person and just ( Read more... )