I realize that my entries have been woefully short as of late, and some of them private/locked. So today, for the first time I will try to tell people what has been boiling in my little mind for the past several weeks. I'm a naturally intensely introspective person, and this past time has been a period of exceptionally intense and scrupulous self ( Read more... )

You know, I've realized something. I rely on every-freaking-one else to determine my musical tastes for me. Most especially the people I respect, the people who have a "developed" taste in music, to which they are (sometimes fanatically) dedicated. No more. You see, these people have a name, and are symbolized by one person which embodies this ( Read more... )

Well, I'm officially topsy-turvy, totally disoriented, without any idea as to where I'm going or who I am. Somehow, that doesn't bother me as much as maybe it should. Well I'm sure I'll find my way soon enough, and in the meantime I guess I'll drift for a while. Peace.

So I'm moving, probably to Medeiros. Did I mention this already? If I did, that's because it's a huge hassle, and a giant freaking headache, and still hasn't happened yet. Meanwhile, I'm hella behind in all my classes, and I have an exam in logic tomorrow. Fuck ( Read more... )

Well, it looks like I'll be changing dorms this semester, since I have an opportunity to escape the forced-triple arrangement (three ppl in a room big enough for two). That's not terribly surprising, since things have been . . . difficult, we'll say. At any rate, a change of scene is never a bad thing, at least not for me at this point ( Read more... )

Okay, I usually don't do shit like this, but . . . I'm bored. and this looked fun. and at least it's something I think I'd be able to do without sacrificing my dignity. At least not much of it ( Read more... )

Okay, i'm a little spent. The blizzard, the constant worrying about registration, and jobs, and my little brother, and my epiphanies, and my situation with friends . . . it's all just a bit much. It's gotten to me ( Read more... )

So I've been trying to expand my taste in music, as always, but it's slow going . . . mostly because you have to actually listen to the songs you're going to like, if you're going to like them, at least once--and that's always seemed like a drearily and oppressively time-consuming prospect. Plus the fact "music appreciation" is an area in which I' ( Read more... )

Okay, so I saw the movie Garden State in Orlando*, and again at Tim's house, and then again in Jeff's room when I got here. And let me say ( Read more... )

I leave for Florida TOMORROW!! W00T!! I haven't packed yet, or anything crazy like that, but I'll get to it. I'm uber-excited, cuz I'm gonna be seeing nolan, and gwynneth, and chilling, and going to disney, and smoking uup, and road-tripping, and chillin in jersey . . . that shit's gonna be KRUNK!! oh, i mean "crucial dude ( Read more... )