I don't think you understand, how fucked up it was.
My feelings have been neglected for the past couple of days.
I have to come up with six hundered dollars. I don't have a job.
six hundered dollars for protecting myself, and babysitting.
 I take the blame for leaving my purse, but I only walked away from it to hold hair, and yell.
 I'm pretty

I would really be happy if people would learn to be a little bit more considerate.

Friday night was weird, I went to the football game at Analy, something I have not done since freshmen year. I didn't like it. I realized how many people I don't know very well at Analy. I got angry at the stupid girls and thizzed out senior white boys. However, in ( Read more... )

I love those moments where you realize that everything is ok, and you don't know why you ever worried.
I am still completely in shock that my relationship has lasted so long and that it gets more wonderful with each day.
I'm so surprised because going into this relationship I was just doing it because I thought, "what the hell?why not?"
Dominic is ( Read more... )

will I let myself be put into that kinda situation.
this ignorant indulgence that we constantly pursue is bullshit.

oh.earlier in the night:
don't pretend you miss me
because when I see you in person
you are grossly condescending.

I've learned so much.

"I watched the children scurry in circles around a two-way mirror,
worrying about which side of the glass projects the reflection clearer."

the fist day of school  was weird.
I think it is going to be better than last year though (wooo upper classmen!)
but I still hate the fact that school makes me feel like I'm in prison, I mean god forbid I walk down the street to get lunch! and I found it so stupid that we have to sign a permission slip to talk about controversial issues in my ( Read more... )

Things are changed so much now. And I'm trying really hard not to be scared of it. Friday night was intense, I felt needed and wanted to return that feeling to him but I just broke down which caused me to need further. I gave in.  but it's ok. This year is going to be ok. I no longer feel the pressure to be some one or impress, like all the rest of ( Read more... )

I'm so relaxed and really excited to make this chill feeling stay.
oh yeah.

Damian Marley and Ben Harper were amazing. It was such a powerful concert. It's now on my most memorable experiences list. damn. so good. good people, good music, very refreshing.