Oy. Things are moving awfully fast these days. Mark and I are getting married October 7th. He picked the date, thought long and hard about it I guess. Tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary so I guess he's taking me out to dinner, which i don't think we need to do, but he's the most stubborn person I know. We've been having problems, not with our ( Read more... )

Welp... I had Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday night off from work. Long weekend. It was pretty awesome. Saw mark Friday, went to the movies, saw shark night 3D, gay, and then he dropped me off at home. Then Saturday around 11amish he picked me up, we checked into our hotel, and then went to Walmart, bought some panties (much needed) and went ( Read more... )

Mark and I have been together almost 3 weeks now. Each day that goes by, I love him so much more. He is literally the most amazing man I've ever met. He is real, sincere, and is so attracted by me I have no idea why. He thinks I'm absolutely beautiful. The way he holds my hands, and kisses them when we walk the beach, or anywhere we are, like he's ( Read more... )

Oh lord. Well. Things have been going fairly well. I have been spending so much time with Mark over the past week. I absolutely love him. He's not a perfect man, has a lot of faults and isn't always the brightest person, but I think that's why I love him so much. Its like, the first time I met him... he just... mended my heart instantly. Its hard ( Read more... )

So, hello. Last post, I was a bit psychotic, I do apologize, but shit. I forget sometimes that people follow my journal, and so I should update often, as I hardly update on facebook anymore, though I am always on facebook, I just don't find myself updating much anymore, weird ( Read more... )

i think its just fuck my life today ( Read more... )

So. Tomorrow well today I guess, tonight, I pick up Taylor from the airport. I've decided whatever. I'll use him for sex like he uses me. At least for a little while. I hate him. I hate that I love him. Ugh ( Read more... )

So. I'm at work. I just downloaded livejournal app for my phone so I can easily post and such. So maybe I'll post more often. Who knows ( Read more... )

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SO a few days ago, I kept getting text messages from Taylors wife. Yes WIFE. He is one big fat fucking liar. They never were going through a divorce, they are still VERY much married. VERY MUCH MARRIED. the ONLY reason why she lives in north carolina right now is because there are no jobs for her in california being a teacher so they thought since ( Read more... )