I havent updated in a minute, so since i am on my laptop i figured i would do a quick update since it'll be faster with a keyboard vs my touch screen android ( Read more... )

there was a girl named gabby. she was beautiful and full of life. she met a boy who was a couple of years older he promised a life of happiness as he slipped that ring on her finger and said I do. months passed by as they got settled in a new state and made new adventures for themselves. meeting new people and beings the best housewife she could be ( Read more... )

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okay lets see. Wednesday right before work john texted me the picture of the baby. I had Thursday off so I got home around 8am and slept for about two hours, and woke up crying and cried most all that day. and then I went out driving with my aunt and Taylor texted and said his wife and him are talking about getting back together when he gets ( Read more... )

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so... lately I haven't been myself. but I've been getting into a routine lately that's been sort of helping. then tonight I get a text message from john and its a picture of his newborn baby boy. I see it and I'm fine. and I show my aunt and she glances at me with this worried look and I look away and my hands start to shake and then I start ( Read more... )

so. okay ( Read more... )

Last night I went to dinner with Tim. I thought he had moved away to Kentucky already, because he was supposed to take terminal last month. But I guess he waited until his EAS which is May 10th. We had a good dinner, we joked around and it was very light hearted. We went to Kmart to buy cat food for jasper, and then we walked back to the cars. I  ( Read more... )

okay so for the past two miserable fucking weeks I've been smoking pot. I know... me...23 years of not smoking it or even trying... here I am getting baked for two weeks straight. fuck. but I've been getting migraines and nose bleeds from it and today I was so sick I could hardly smoke a cigarette. so I think I'm quitting that too. it'll be nice ( Read more... )

I'm at work. I didn't get any sleep today because I hung out in Laguna hills from the time I got off work until around 3. I didn't get any sleep today. I'm exhausted to say the least. I am just glad its my Friday night at work. though I wouldn't complain for getting more hours either. I could use all the extra cash that I can get ( Read more... )