Well, LJ, how the hell are ya? Life's been a ride ( Read more... )

I took a walk today. It's a start. Treated Sassy to lunch, had my first decent patty melt this side of the Appalacians ( Read more... )

I finally did it, I started my video blog.

Good thing no one watches my youtube.

I made a TARDIS pillow today.

I don;t know whether to just pick up and move on, or cry. Or both.

I seem to post about this a lot. but it's left a hole in not just my life, but my daughter's and James's. And for what? Because of paranoia. Because of distrust. because of his and her own self doubt ( Read more... )

I loved him. I fell in love with him. And I don't think anyone can blame me ( Read more... )

it must be me. It has to be me.

we had to delete an entire minecraft world because James didn't want any reminders of David.

and because i'm not jumping for joy and instead of screaming my issues out, I shut down and now they are gone too.

Just more proof that life would be better for all if i had just had the sense to die in childbirth.

And i've been so much more relaxed. I'm so glad to have Ami and Sam and Tiff to help ( Read more... )

You're an idiot. Congratulations.

Fell asleep last night before I could write. Oh well, it was a really long day.

But its Royal Rumble day!

Now if I could just stop beating myself up and get stuff ready.

Fucking awesome. Just rediculous. Rayman Legacy on it? Amazing.

I am in love. With Blu-ray.

Figures, now that I don't want to write anymore, inspiration hits. If I do, handwritten only, never online.