I dont know how to say this, I don't know how to go on with life as normal once I do say this. but apparently I owe it to atleast my closest friends to tell them whats going on, atleast thats what the theropist from harborview tells me...
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life is sweet when everything but gas is free.

I go to work in 40 mins.
I've worked nearly 50 hours this week.
I get paid friday and it better be a fucking huge ass check
or Im gonna be pissed.
I was told that colleen changes people hours on the computer
so the store doesnt go into over time pay
and people end up working for free some of the time.
fuckk that.

I got high, and nobody died.
but i sure did get pulled over.
...onhighstreet...

as soon as I stand up to go get my water my sister is gonna sneak over and read the computer screen before I get back...
well Catie all I have say is that your a fast nosie cunt
and the only reason I back down from fights with you is because I fear being crushed.
you've done it before you can probably do it again.

today I slapped stevie
broke a nail
took 5 sittings
didn't get off work until 1:20am
and found out Jamenia doesn't like me
[bitch]

but atleast
stevie will never grab my waiste again
all my nails are the same length
I am now considered a real photographer
got helllla over time
and I can tell jamenia everyone knows she wears a fucking wig.

checks and balances
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thank fucking god kurt is home tomorrow.
my next day off is us 4 only
or i'll bite everyones head off.
I need one night of how things used to be
in order to accept how things are now.

I must be some kind a parasite.
a real life pariah.
I'm inevitably the social outcast.
i'm holding on to my one last strand of hope
that spence is as sincere as he comes across
and when I go down to 3b1 today and knock on his door
he will invite me in for our long deep conversation about life
and I'll actually have a friend here.

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everyone snail mail me!

Allie Derr NAU
POBOX 20813
Flagstaff, AZ 86011

annnnd if you wanna send me a gift/package

Mc Connell
324 E Pine Knoll Dr. Bl 62
Flagstaff, AZ 86011

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