suddenly all eyes are on me
I walk in expecting. hoping you'd be asleep
but no.
you're waiting.
I prepare myself immediately
expectant of your criticism
first.
you attempt to make me feel guilty.
failed.
second.
you call me a slut
thinking that it made some sort of impact on me.
failed.
it didn't.
wow.
& you call me the failure.

I wish you could acknowledge
the fact that something's wrong
it irks me immensely that you
wont allow yourself to comprehend
the fact that people aren't perfect.
people aren't born happy.
people are authorized to be depressed.
you're too absent-minded.
to any typical human
the world isn't some foreign object
but for some reason to you're less than average
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avoiding your conversation is foolish.
you talk with a hint of sarcasm.
as if your other personality is
slowly bleeding into your words.
I see people look at you with admiration
but you look repulsive to me.
being a jerk never seemed so simple

my feelings are unexplainable.
should I forget you?
& your hurtful words.
maybe you're right.
maybe you're wrong.
it's an endless mystery.
you're insignificant.
why'd you do it?
please let me know
why you choose to hurt me.
what did I do to be so undeserving of your love.
my feelings might as well not be.
they might as well be forgotten.
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any girl would look at the way you treat me
& forget about you like that.
but I'm not just any girl
I'm not about to walk away from something
that gets to me like nothing else.
every time I hear your name
everytime I see you in the hall
or even smell the cologne you wear.
it makes me sick just knowing that you pity me.
that you think I need you to live
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