i have 2 pages written. the required minimum is 6. it's due at 9:30 a.m. and i feel sick and sleepy. HELP. FUCK.

ok, i'm getting a little freaked out by the dining hall/email dude. apparently he has been kicked out of ucsc. it bothers me that he doesn't tell me exactly why. i have to admit, he is a good writer, and is unbelievably kind in his emails, the sort of kindness that seems ego-less (well, that is until he starts talking claiming he's only steps ( Read more... )

i'm tired of destroying the chance for silence with complaint ( Read more... )

i am a swirl of color and emotive thought, filing in and out, and swerving up and above impossible dreams and hardpressed smiles into the eardrums of those you thought could never hear your words as you scream them, i am answering you now, from the tips of the rooftops, pealing emptiness down to its raw, yet solid core, dreaming emblems and symbols ( Read more... )

life is weird. as i am just barely healing from an intense sinus AND ear infection, i bend over to take off a pair of tights and throw my back out. if god is as wrathful as some like to think, then i'm pretty sure this is punishment for shopping at urban outfitters ( Read more... )

you know how some people formulate their own majors in college??

i wonder if i could get approval on a fem-studies/literature combo by the name of "clit." now, THAT would be making something of my life.

happy :D

i walk in to my room each day, cursing myself as i press my computer's "on button," wishing my habits were on a higher channel. i make myself a cup of yerba mate, check to see if anyone has updated their lj's, then play with words a bit without really having a sintactical or contextual agenda. i hope something interesting will form itself, with ( Read more... )

Prosperity, contentment, and freedom, however much desired and conducive to the gladness of the human heart, can in no wise compare with the trials of homelessness and adversity in the pathway of God; for such exile and banishment are blessed by the divine favour, and are surely followed by the mercy of Providence.
-`Abdu'l-Bahá

awww shiiit i'm hella sick and it's just one day until 420! fuck fuck fuck me. i gots me a sinus infection and an ear infection...as well as a note to get out of class ;). if only i wasn't in pain!! bah. i'm being sheisted out of my right as a ucsc student to enjoy tomorrow's sacred ceremonies. :( shit, i'll prolly just down my vocodin and ( Read more... )