i'm always hoping for a little more than what i'm given, and giving a little more than what i know i'll get back. this leads to alot of self effacing. alot of resentment. and yet, there's no way to tell if it's all just delusion. i'm longing for a love that runs thick through the blood of a mutual vein; love that is neverendingly uplifting. i ( Read more... )

it seems as though i finally caught whatever this sickness is that's been going around. i woke up with a headache and sore throat this morning. i missed my first class, and just walked out of another because i ran out of my supply of tissues. i'm just a little mad considering that i recently paid over 100 dollars in herbs that are supposed to ( Read more... )

oh hula girl, hula girl ( Read more... )

i go to bed each night wrapped in the un-comforter of my own sticky layer of determined vanity ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm in some sort of race to learn as much as i can and then make use of whatever that may be before i well... die. i don't know who or what i'm racing, except of course for time itself. am i a spawn of capitalism cursed and oppressed under the opinion that more is always better, and expansion is always a smart idea. i don't want to ( Read more... )

my mom is moving from the apartment we lived in for the past eight or so years. this is not a place of many happy memories, mostly just flashing images of staring out windows, and regreting being so alone. i know i grew and stretched and built myself there, though, for i have bookfulls of anguishing diatribes that i still keep, in hopes that a ( Read more... )

you would not think finals dead week would be the prime purchasing period for bongs.... but oh, it is ( Read more... )

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when i wanted to heal, happiness found me. when i was looking to see clearly i found the path towards believing. and with the healing came the healthy, and i saw what ways my seeing had been deceiving.