Yesterday at work i had a terrible day. I got my misfortune and everything i cant help thrown in my face by someone i thought had more decorum then that, but at the same time i always new that he was quite ordinary. Its funny when these spoiled privileged people that have had it easy their whole lives, try and make me feel bad about mine. I do know ( Read more... )

So its monday and i am back at work, and after almost having a bad weekend, the almost helps me return with new energy. Kate and me decided to go to engage on saturday night, once we got on the freeway kate realized she had forgotten to write down the address of the place, then we got of on the wrong exit so we were really confused, after passing ( Read more... )

Its saturday and i'm at work again, left early yesterday so i could take my nephews trick or treating, and to find a costume. Bad idea trying to look for a costume at the last moment, especially since i wanted to dress up as betty page (bondage betty), and the wicked chamber(sex toy/costume store) was so full they had valet parking, and the second ( Read more... )

I have been feeling kind of distant lately, not from anyone in particular, just everyone in general. I feel as if everyone shared a horrible secret about me and now they are all trying to avoid me, not necessarily avoid me just be indifferent toward's me, i am sure that its just me being paranoid, but either way its no fun. I have been in a grumpy ( Read more... )

It's saturday and i am at work working, not my first choice of how to spend the weekend, but there was some things i needed done before the weekend and i didn't get a chance to do them yesterday. Stayed home friday night, watched TV, saw this show Amir from my work watches, its pretty good i have only seen it twice and both times it made me cry ( Read more... )

It's thursday and i am starting to get a little stressed out, lots of work to do and not everyone is cooperating with me. I understand i am i new boss but i have been helping them with anything they need just the same for the past 6 months, and if that wasn't enough i have thousands of papers i have to fax and the damn fax machine keeps braking ( Read more... )

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This weekend i was going to just relax and read my book ( Read more... )

so, i am feeling better this week, so far. I had a nice relaxing weekend, i met one of the people i talk to on line, everyone kept warning me, about how people turn out to be something totally different when you meet them in person, but this guy was way cool, looked just like his pictures, and we had a great time. So now i am looking forward to ( Read more... )

It has been a while, but i am still here. This past week has been extremely emotional, for reasons that i am yet to be sure of. What i do know is that, i wish i had someone to comfort me when i feel like this, its hard enough to be completely alone, and when i say completely that is exactly how i feel, some people can always go to a friend or their ( Read more... )