So i am starting to get everything together again, i have been stressing out on not having someone all the time, but i am starting to like being alone. Lately i have been going to a few different site to meet people, it's not something i would normalLy do, but i thought what the hell i might as well give it a try. So i have met a few interesting ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while since i last wrote anything on here, but a lot has happened since then ( Read more... )

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For the past few weeks ive been thinking about how much of an influence other peoples opinions can have on the decisions i make, especially if the people giving their opinions are close to me. If someone i care about tells me, that what i'm doing isn't in my best interest, should i listen to them or should i wait and learn on my own? If they don't ( Read more... )

How is it that we will go through these situations where we learn what hurts us the most and what we can do to avoid these things, and even after the whole painful experience that is falling in love and trying your hardest to fall out of it, we still let history repeat itself. Even after going in these situations completely aware of the ( Read more... )

It's monday again, and i'm glad to be at a place where my social life is irrelevant. The amount of unnecessary criticism i had to deal with for no GOOD reason was exhausting. The way some people automatically look at things and judge them without having any idea about them is one of the most ignorant traits of human beings, this is the way that ( Read more... )

These past few days have been strange, more in a good way then bad i guess. After spending the three day weekend in LA with Dave arguing, most of the time about insignificant stuff. Dealing with someone even more emotional and needier then me (if that is possible)at this time just seems to be the most destructive decision i could make, so we have ( Read more... )

Went to work a little late but it was OK cause i stayed longer. When i got home i called katie and was gonna go to her hose to watch "The OC" with her and kate but i decided not to go, so instead Lenny came over and watched it at my house. Went to bed early again. I guess there was an earthquake around the time i went to sleep but i didn't feel

I have come to the conclusion that i am subconsciously sabotaging myself. I don't know if maybe i hate myself for reasons that i am in denial about, or if i just wont settle for simplicity, all i know is that i am constantly making destructive decisions toward myself, and no matter how much i try and make all the necessary precautions and make sure ( Read more... )

Back to work, woke up on time but still got to work late. My boyfriend woke up and gave me a ride to work from his house in the morning,which was very sweet. After work Kynen gave me a ride home, after hanging out for a little bit he was on his way out when he call's me and tell's me that they towed his car. He wanted to borrow $40 to give the guy ( Read more... )