Hi Livejournal. I escaped Klarman with 10pound ankle weights..haha, and now I'm taking a bio class, looking for an apartment, and working a ton. Everything's goin alright. I miss Justin, but he comes home the 25th. Today my bio class went on a 5hour hike at 7:30AM(so tired) with 97%humidity. Naptime.


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"...starvation fills a void inside when it's approval from you I crave. The desire for food is gone and you are there again... Times like this filled with the pounding urge to run far away and disappear, lost in the darkness of my own circumstance, criticizing echoes leaving me awake in the night, the barrier and blockades that keep me safe and in ( Read more... )

In the last three weeks I have experienced a complete turnaround. I admit it, I'M HAPPY.

Therapy was strange today. There was a weigh in, and my vitals and BP were poor. He didn't say anything about the EKG. He said that he wants to see me as an OP, but that he's taking his chances because I should be on IP, and if anything happens to me he'll be at fault for not admitting me sooner. He said if I ever wind up in ER from passing out, I' ( Read more... )

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101..

Why is that skinny, anorexic, heroin addict look so appealing to me???

I got my grades: 4 A's and a B+(BIOLOGY SUCKS)
and I start night classes tonight.. Ha, I love school.

Went to the zoo today.


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Beach Night


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Summer reminds me of this:

I've written you this letter,
got it back return to sender.
But I just can't remember you being quite like that.
Misunderstand,
we're holding hands,
we're at the beach,
we're throwing sand.
As the lights just go up all around us, I can't believe it's over.

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It's not going to be a good one...
Happy Summer

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