I got a new cd player, everything glows blue


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Why can't I just be happy?

for Boston ( Read more... )

Well, livejournal, it's been a while. This whole year has been crazy and amazing ( Read more... )

Tonight I get a bone density scan. Wish me luck

I could barely raise my eyes to the mirror and take in the full extent of my body- I had trained myself to hate it so much. They had achieved their goal- they had fanned my own inbred perfectionism to the point where I could continue guiding my self destruction on my own. No need for them to lecture or ignore or humiliate- I was fully capable of ( Read more... )

Having class from 8-8 is so much fun.

Driving home from work in the rain I thought about just crashing and ending everything. What the hell is wrong with me??

I now have MySpace..so add me. I have no friends.

never_meant3@yahoo.com

Out here it's nothing but road. A sea of concrete stretched from one end of the earth to the other. You know, those great American roads you only dream of traveling on when you are young and naive. It's late August and we're searching. Maybe for a lost childhood, or to get away from life for a while, or maybe just to find some answers. My eyes ( Read more... )