summer screams green and gold and you self ( Read more... )

mmmm...Howie Day

I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
To me, you're strange and you're beautifulYou'd be so perfect with me ( Read more... )

Wash away the thoughts inside
That keep my mind away from you
No more love and no more pride
The thoughts are all I have to do
Remember when it rained?
Felt the ground and looked up
high and called your name...
Remember when it rained?
In the darkness I remain

i need to get over you. its been much too long

Oh why cant I be what you need ( Read more... )

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I miss you
and forever ive tried to tell myself
we're not supposed to be together
but i just cant do this anymore, i cant keep lying
to everyone.

So, now, I’m becoming a little smaller, maybe hollowed out inside the reflections of glass. I think maybe it’s okay, because inside the real world I have absolutely no control over anything. But inside my own little maddening world, there is silence. Power. I’m fixated on how I might move, how taking shallow steps or taking none at all can make me ( Read more... )

I wonder if I am empty, if under all these delusions, there is just a shell. He asks me that if I know that I will fade, then why do I continue? I don't have any specific destination, I just want somewhere to be, and my lies seem to get me there. He says that no one will ever feel sympathy for me, no one will ever be able to understand me. ( Read more... )

Something in my perfect mirror image has shattered. I looked inside to find it staring back at me. I wake up every night calling out to the desert, and shove my tongue against the shadows clenched beneath my teeth, just to confirm that I am still holding onto something, anything...The pieces of myself that I have shed are scattered in the glass, ( Read more... )