The man saw things that should not be ( Read more... )

i really hate the holidays. i decided this a coupla months ago when i realized ive struck out after 3 years in a row of swings and misses or just misses. it kinda sucks. i guess that makes me the Grinch. ha. oh well. bye

argh. anyways. i meant to write in here like 4 days ago, but never got around to it. oh well. anyways. so yeah, lots of fun stuff... i guess. bout to go to wrk (in like 15 minutes) but had freet ime, so here i am. speaking of, interesting stuff last thurs. 2, thats right, not one, but TWO mental breakdowns in one day! all for the INCREDIBLY low ( Read more... )

i think im gonna pretend that no one will ever read this so i can be a little bit more honest to mself. maybe me typing it out will make me understand, admit, and accept things a little better. and who knows? maybe no one is reading this. i guess that'd be just as well. who cares, right? ha. there we go, im already bein a little more honest w/ ( Read more... )

man how the times change. i havent updated for weeks, but it seems like lifetimes. my entire life has changed over the past four or five weeks. wish it was for the better. first off, ashley fell for him. just like i knew she would. i told her that 4 weeks ago. not that that did a whole lot of good. a conversation the other day (friday) revealed ( Read more... )

so now ashley's pissed. yay. i was just kidding and you know it. great. what fun! and on it goes. it just keeps getting better, huh? man o man. im going to bed now.

man this sucks.
love you
allen

wow, i havent updated in forever! so much has been happening and going on in my life its unreal. Ashley and i are gonnna be back together in only a short time, im failing math, i have nothing to do, all kinds of stuff. i miss ashley so much its insane. i was sposed to hang out with one of my friends tonight but vouldnt and ive been waiting to hear ( Read more... )

argh. nothings getting better. i was doing fine, maybe even great, and ashley doesnt care. i was getting better for me, us, and HER, but it doesnt seem to phase her. now she's decided or has pretty much decided, that she likes it better without a boyfriend "too many complications" yeah. she wants me to just be her bestfriend until we're outa ( Read more... )

Wow. that's he only way to describe this past week. Not a good wow, not by a longshot, but wow, like, a trainwreck with bodies lying in pieces all over the ground "Wow, i cant believe this happened" wow. Yeah, i hope that in someway alluded to my week past. So many things happening so fast. Some good, really good. Mostly bad, and i mean, REALLY bad ( Read more... )

Wow. things happen so fast dont they? lots of great, miserable, kill-you-and-your-dog stuff to tell everyone (the whole 2 people that read this), but that'd b a downer, so i'll pass. To sum it up rather quickly, i'll say this: girls suck and are retarded. And on top of that, after all the stuff you won't know, ashley is out again when she should've ( Read more... )